NUMBER 14

UGH WHAT'S WITH PEOPLE NOT BEING AS ANNOYING AS USUAL?! .......did they read my blog......




...nah.
Hmmm. But today SDC was like in orchestra 'Oh, I'm...gonna need more help on my chemistry from you at lunch...' So first of all, all we're doing in class is that damn pre-lab...? And second of all she never showed up for lunch hahaha. Oh mannn. And also Mr. BRM was like...talking about vibrato and then we practiced a piece and he stopped us and glared at me saying 'we were practicing vibrato. USE IT.'


f*ckin dyke. I hope he dies.
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Anyways...I think thats pretty much as annoying as it was today. "/ Very lame...dude so excited for tomorrow though, 1st of all: no math or chemistry! That means a light backpack!!! 2nd of all: aebleskivers for my history class!! Those, fyi, are buttermilk pancake balls covered in sugar then dipped in syrup, then dipped in sugar again. THE most amazing food EVER. Holy jeez, they're seriously deliciousss. Ah man. =] 3rd of all: we're starting to watch 'It's a Wonderful Life' in English tomorrow!! CHRISTMAS IS SOON!!!
I love the feeling of Christmas, it's just all cozy. Well...hopefully Christmas hasn't changed much since the divorce...f*ck. Now I'm depressed...
Oh, I can vent about how sucky last year's Christmas was.
**keep in mind my parents FILED for divorce in november LAST year, but didn't tell us until January 5, so we still have no clue. But my dad had been sleeping on the damn couch for months so I don't see how I couldn't have guessed. But anyways.**

Everything seemed forced. Okay no. Everything WAS forced.

The 'smiles,' 'laughs'...

...everything "/

Actually, there are really no words to fully describe it. It was HORRIBLE.

It makes me want to cry just remembering our last Christmas together.

God damn it.

I'm gonna go now, 'cause:

1. I don't like complaining (I know, I still do it a lot. And I'm sorry)

2. I hate remembering this. But ya know. It's kind of tough to forget something like that.

Bye...

mel.