April 4, 2009

Ohhh idk what to call this, a number, or random note.

Okayyy. So. This Spring Break, my mom planned a HUGE trip to Cancun for me and my little brother. I'm supposed to be there right now, but guess where i AM? Hospitallllll woooooo. I have the flu, but my asthma makes it way worse than it would be with someone without asthma. I was in the Intensive Care Unit all day yesterday, I had to go into my mom's room at 3:30 am two nights ago and tell her I didn't think I can go, then I called my dad to bring me to the ER. again. Because the at 5:30pm that same night we went to the ER because of my asthma. The dumbass doctors were like 'Oh yeah, it's because you're not taking your medicine' as they always do. Fuckers. Sorry, but HEY GUESS WHAT RETARDS, i have the flu and if you tested me for anything it might be a little better by now. Jesus.
I have two iv's going through me, and i have two holes from them taking blood (they always mess up the first time since my veins are like so used) but anyway when we went in in the early morning, it was so scary 'cause EVERY nurse in the ER was working on me. I was like ummmm is this that baddd...so usually people have about this much room to breathe:


I had this much room:


Yeahhh it was really bad. Ughhhh and I'm not getting any sleep 'cause they keep having to wake me up. I'm fucken peeing every 10 minutes from the damn fluids they're feeding me through the iv. yay. Speaking of, I have to go right now. I don't want to annoy them thoughhh. Oh and I have a gnarly bruise on my arm from the blood pressure cuff, they were doing it every two minutes and I kept feeling where it hurt so much to like check if they snuck a shot in without knowing. So finally I actually LOOKED at it, it was like black. it's disgusting. And yesterday I puked up all the medicine they gave me.


Sorry if this is graphic, I'm venting. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I WANT FUCKEN MEXICO. NOW.