May 15, 2010

Mommy

I'm sorry you thought I hate you and that you make my life misery. It makes me sad that you'd actually think that in the first place. My blog is just this moment of GR-ness that I have to get out, and that's where my last one came from. I love you moses, and I love you.
<3 smelly

1 comment:

  1. I understand, Mellie. It just hit me during a low moment. As I said in my comment on facebook, I feel sad for some reason that it's prom day for you. Not SAD sad....just....one of those days I used to imagine when you were in diapers and that seems like yesterday. I want to keep you in my pocket forever. But I do know that you will be my little girl forever, and that makes me feel better. I love you so much, and I am so proud of you in every way, Mellie. I can't even tell you how much. I choose no one over you, ever. Ever ever ever. and I think you know that.

    I was also stressed about the whole Otis thing and draining away the mortgage payment, but I'm ok now. It always works out, and so it has this time too. I gave myself a migraine over it, which is stupid. So everything just kind of hit me all at once, and you had to take some of the brunt. I'm sorry.

    I love you Mellie. I know you love me...oh yes I do! Who couldn't, I wonder? I am uber-lovable in every way. (Stop rolling your eyes.)

    And this blog is a good thing. You know how I feel about venting spleens on blogs. So I'm sorry that I intruded and went Grrr when I became the subject of one post. Big deal. Blog away I tell you. Don't keep it inside. You will be healthier for it. You know how I always tell you that people hate to hear negative crap about themselves? Apparently I am no exception. **blush** I love you my Mellie.

    And by the way.....I'm sorry I was so underwhelmed when you said your dad will be at pictures. Actually, I am GLAD he will be doing that! I share you with him, always will. I'm glad he's there for you. And I don't despise him. That was the truth. We just don't get along. Too much has been said and done, but we're working on it, Mellie. It won't always be that way. I promise you. I hope that's good enough for now....

    Tonight, enjoy your friendships. Dance, laugh, sing. Be silly. Be Melanie Marie. I love you.

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